"Escape" - this world always falls on the human ears with a bit of negative connotation. For me, it's music to my ears now! I love escaping to my own world, where my thoughts leave practicality. Pragmatism takes shape with the situations in my unreal world. I cannot elaborate further as to what my unreal world is all about mainly for 2 reasons - Firstly, it won't be MY world once I share it (I know its a blog! but still) and Secondly if I let out my thoughts that I ponder upon, dwell so closely in my mind and wander about aimlessly within that realm of unrealistic area, I'll be the next candidate to be thrown in jail! (which I am definitely not looking forward to!)
Sigh! I hate going back to working those dreadful hours in that cubicle where the air-con seems to be working overtime with its focus of letting out its frustration limited to the spot right above my head(Grrr!),where sometimes to take a break you just take a stroll to the washroom and back (sad sad sad..), where the official time to leave is a joke (if you leave on time, u hear ppl say 'Gosh! you're leaving early!), where no matter what you do you're average! when pitted against people for appraisals no matter that the people you are pitted against have more experience than you and when it comes to getting the work done, you're the best around (mostly portrayed to be!). These are mere rumblings, this is what reality seems to have done to me lately. Personal life seems to have been lost somewhere. All I wish for, when I'm there - Escape! And I've seemed to love this word, the feeling, my saviour!
...rumblings go on.. xoxox..laterz
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