A step guided by you,
Led me to a journey of miles.
I am indebted to you my dearest Mother - my ‘mumma’
I miss you and I love you and I miss you more.
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Disbelief plays its game,
Manouvering my earnest wish and reality.
Slow and steady and then a sudden rush -Insane,
Into a madness, a frenzy, my personal calamity.
A teardrop with a million emotions,
shatters the floor,
drenching it - a violation,
the floor a spectacle of my soliloquy.
A teardrop for each memory,
that I recollect.
A teardrop for each earnest wish,
my mother, please let the air beget.
Playback memories like never before.
Each more real than before.
Each wished to be relived better than before.
Each making me weaker than before.
A home that I once returned to,
'Ma! I'm home'- I always used to scream.
That home - that now I return to,
Depicts your images like a silent hide and seek.
A kind hearted soul with a voice that made my day
My dearest Ma's - My lucky charm,
That I lost in the fray,
with God - unprepared and unarmed.
A void in my life,
More remarkable in its might.
Inch by Inch it conquers by pervasive desolation,
I lose again, first to God and now in this strife.
I pray that you're happy Ma wherever you are,
Happier than you were.
Happier than what I could ever see you,
Happier - that is how I would like to remember you.
I pray that you always watch over me from up above,
God to you I must say ' Lucky you'!
My eyes will always search for you MA.
And my heart - endlessly, will long to keep you.
Beautiful !!!!!! Well expressed. ...
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